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(no subject) [Jun. 7th, 2004|09:10 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |boredbored]

RUFIO LYRICS

"Just A Memory"

The sadness comes when it's least expected
It shot out of the dark, and slammed in our face
The hurt it brings can't be stopped
The hurt it brings can't be cured, oh

Just when I thought things were alright
You came in and broke my heart
My stomach's full of butterflies
The thought of you gone, it tears me apart

I remember you and me when we used to
Laugh all night until we fell asleep, oh
And i know we're through
But i've still got thoughts of you left inside my head

Well... in my head...

The love that I have for you
Is done and dead, it's so far away
And you're still here in my head
And you're still here, you'll never leave my heart

Just when I thought things were alright
You came in and broke my heart
My stomach's full of butterflies
The thought of you gone, it tears me apart

I remember you and me when we used to
Laugh all night until we fell asleep, oh
And i know we're through
But i've still got thoughts of you left inside my head

So stop me now
Stop my thoughts cause you're killin me
But you don't know
Even though we've grown apart
I'll still be there for you
Cause I don't wanna be just a memory to you
Cause I don't wanna be just a memory to you
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2004|05:02 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |excitedexcited]

I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to have money!!


for 2 kids, ages 10 and 11. they life off of 24. really nice house. i guess they interviewed like 5 people but the kids picked me. i am so thankful, you dont understand!!! i have an into day tomorrow, the whole family will be home and i get to find out where everything is, and the mom is going to drive me to a few friends houses so i know where they are. if i remember! haha. im pumped. i want to know how much im going to make! i need money. haha. well. bye for now.
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2004|05:04 pm]
justbehappy
"Quit worrying about the stupid things. You have 4 years to be irresponsible. Relax, work is for people with jobs. You'll never remember class time, but you'll remember time hanging out with your friends. So stay out late, go out on a Tuesday night when you have a paper due Wednesday. Spend $ you dont have. Drink until sunrise. The work never ends... college does."
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2004|01:33 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |boredbored]

i'm sooo bored. oh man.

soccer was great. i love when 3 people are there on time. and i love mini practices where no one shows up. its great!

i also went to another nannying interview. and i might have this one. i loved the family. the kids are great. so we'll see. i'm praying. it will either be part time or full time, not sure yet. and for pay...not sure...they live my katie allgair. right in that development.. they seem well off, so they will probably pay well. better than 4.65 an hour! ha. well, i'm off to bed bored. call me up. i'm out of gas tho. so pick me up! ha. well, bye for now!
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senior woman! [Jun. 4th, 2004|08:18 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |twins game..ahhh..beautiful!]

well today was an awesome day. full of nothingness. until after school. i got to go to drew's baseball game with jo jo. she wanted to see TJ, so why not! it was SO nice out. and there were SO many people there. i didnt know anyone. tyler (rosemarys boyfriend) was there and molly who went in our prom group. lets just say, this game was intense. its why i love baseball. they were down 0-1 the entire game till the 7th ining if im correct...and then drew hit the ball and got 2 people home. and won the game. it was soo sweet. i was freakin' out. they were so happy. it was totaly a team effort too. drew pitched really well. when i got there..geezz...never seen him so intense about it...never seen him pitch like that before. it was good stuff. I stood around with jo jo and Tj came over. drews parents were there. his dad smiled at me. at least they dont hate me. thank god. it was a little (VERY) akward standing there with them touching each other and him picking her up and carrying her around and stuff. that was a little strange if i may say so. i love you jo jo. and honestly, i didnt mind too much, cuz i know you dealt with a lot of me and tom...but...its hard, cuz drew should have been with us, and stuff. even though he was running sprints...blah..anyways...good times. then jo jo and i went to some mexican place like chipotle. and we each had a burrito. yuck. i feel so full. i couldnt finish it, and thats a big deal! haha.


i have soccer in the morning and i REALLY dont want to go. I'm going to though. i have to since i skipped earlier this week for math shit. no one is going to be there. katies not going. and everyone else is taking the SAT. jj. brittany. so i have like no one. i'll have to drive myself for once. no problem. it will just be lonely. and a hard practice cuz i'm going to be uncomfortable with those other girls. and then i dont try. and i play terrible. oh well. i hope coco and shannon are there. they make me feel a little better. man, what will i do if we have to do stuff with partners!?! haha.

i think im gonna go watch some of the twins game with my dad. i'm lame. last day of school. friday night. haha. yay. oh well. obviously i guess i have no friends anymore or something. and no, its not cuz i treat them like shit, its just cuz they have more important people to hang out with. ha. riiight.


i'm gonna go work on some senior stuff too, that i'm making for graduations.

and im gonna start my summer reading list. YAY!!!!!!!

then bed

good night.
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2004|09:38 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |uncomfortableuncomfortable]

well, i am home from graduation. it was interesting. very very fun to see everyone. and it made me think about a lot of stuff. and i'm going up to bed to think some more. im so happy for the graduates. and i cant wait for that to be me next year. well, good night! LAST DAY OF JUNIOR YEAR TOMORROW!!!!!!!! yay!!!
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2004|06:47 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |blahblah]

well, jj will be here any minute to pick me up for graduation. I'm scared. i feel so alone. like no one cares at all. really. booooo...i went to target with katie. it was sweet times. we didnt talk a whole lot, but i love any time with her. aww. well, im in a skirt and i think i feel a little too dressed up so i might go change into a different skirt or pants er something! hehe. bye!
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2004|04:10 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |lonelylonely]

i'm feelin' pretty damn lonely right now. *tears* i dont want drew to graduate. boo. i mean, i do. but ahh. i just cant be at peace with this.


i wanna be outside! i've got no one to hang out with. sad. haha.

bye for now..
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graduation day. [Jun. 3rd, 2004|02:59 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |depresseddepressed]

i've been dreading this day for a long time.....


dont leave. please. i love you.

i'm gonna go outside and lay in the sun, call me if anyone wants to go to graduation with me. i'm without a date. or maybe a target run? for film?...welll...bye..
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2004|08:41 pm]
justbehappy
[mood |uncomfortableuncomfortable]

i'm a little...uh...confused...but ya know what!!! I'M soo happy because i love my friends. and i know they love me too. yes.

i'm not gonna make it tomorrow. i cant make it to graduation. i wont. i cant. this is terrible. and kevin cant go. i dont know who to go with or anything. maybe i wont go. it will be too sad anyways. i'll be in denial.

ah. man. someone wanna hang out this weekend?
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